My first meeting of my creditors is less than 24 hours away. Part of me feels like I want to throw up. Part of me is aching to get on with my new life. I've had very mixed emotions about this and if I could have this weekend, I would have stayed in bed with the covers over my head.
I have no idea what is going to happen. My mail box has been very empty (which is a good thing, all the creditors have been notified and the hate mail has stopped). I can answer my phone without dread, I'm not totally freaked about every car that comes down my small road.
This past weekend I helped to put on a charity function and my organizational skills were put to good use. We had minimal expenses, more donations of goods and services than I thought we would get and our net gain was quite large. The charity in question was thrilled with the outcome. I wish I could have done that with my fiscal life.
A big part of me feels like a failure, I could not manage my own money and now I'm 18 hours away from being declared legally bankrupt. UGH
Hi Betty,
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to wish you the very best of luck for the meeting of your creditors! I'll be thinking of you!
Kate x